What a LONG time

More than 8 months, I dint write anything in my Blog
Many things happened within this 8 months~
But I hope I always remember my sweet and happy memory
Forget those sad moments
Sometime, I really reflect back sad memory, they keep appear in my mind
I seriously don't like that feeling

I just want simple life..but impossible
Anyway, Good Luck to me and my friends

pls: ♥ Miss my Family and HIM ♥

假如真的可以

老实说，

我其实很喜欢音乐 ^^

从我小时候就很喜欢了...

可是以前家里不是很有钱，

所以我家人不给我学钢琴.....

有时候我会到我老友家，

叫她叫我弹几首我喜欢的歌.....

嘻嘻....

有时候看到会弹钢琴，还是会音乐的男生

就是觉得他们特别有帅气.....

我有时在发梦...

假如真的可以

有个男生为我

弹钢琴还是演奏一些音乐.....

我会觉得好浪漫哦...好幸福哦！XD

哈哈..我只是在发梦......

为我唱一首歌，我也会觉得很满足......

边弹边唱，更棒！

哈哈....又在发梦了....

自己说自己爽....=.="

今天在学校时，

有音乐教学班，

假如真的可以，

我真的真的很想参加....

可是我就是没有自己的乐器..

买乐器不便宜啦.....

不过我相信总有一天我可以学会！

很简单，我大学朋友可以教我...

找个时间，去他家学.......嘻嘻 XD

假如真的可以，

我想要有一台钢琴，

我要变个很厉害弹钢琴的，

我想和我的爱人可以和我一起弹......嘻嘻

好像有点不实际，是我想太多了...

哪里有这么浪漫的事情发生在我身上....

哪里会这么容易就可以....

停止发梦咯....

还是继续欣赏人家的音乐才华 ^^

没那么简单

没那么简单
就能找到聊得来的伴
尤其是在看过了那么多的背叛
总是不安只好强悍
谁谋杀了我的浪漫


没那么简单
就能去爱别的全不看
变得实际也许好也许坏各一半
不爱孤单一久也习惯
不用担心谁也不用被谁管


感觉快乐就忙东忙西
感觉累了就放空自己
别人说的话随便听一听
自己作决定
不想拥有太多情绪
一杯红酒配电影
在周末晚上关上了手机
舒服窝在沙发里


相爱没有那么容易
每个人有他的脾气
过了爱作梦的年纪
轰轰烈烈不如平静
幸福没有那么容易
才会特别让人着迷
什么都不懂的年纪
曾经最掏心
所以最开心曾经

想念最伤心
但却最动心的记忆

by 黄小琥

iRate: 10 stars

iComment: 相爱真的没那么容易.....

10.7 2010

My Elder Brother & my UNi classmate's

Birthday~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY~~

A bit upset because I cannot join my classmate to go for a trip

to Pulau Pangkor

I love sea~ I love nature!! 

but no one bring me there....>.<

Anyway, I still enjoy my days in KL with my family and HIM

celebrated my brother's Bday at  TAO Cuisine 

Eat a lot!! Fatty --> Chubby..

lol.....I wan to keep fit!!! hehe..+U+U

~Group Photo~

without my eldest and youngest brother.....

My Cute Parent~ ^^

~Me + Mom~

~My Love~

we two look Chubby~~hehe

After that, 

Watched movie- PREDATOR at Tropicana Mall

2 new Actor & Actress in this movie 

iRate: 7 1/2 stars

iComment:  Not bad...but the story made me a bit confuse...

especially the "doctor"....I still have some questions marks for the movie...@.@

After the day, He leave Malaysia again for his career...

During the time send him to KL Sentral, 

 I don't want to cry infront of Him...so just keep inside...

and I just want to hug him and hold his hand tightly...

don't want to let him go away from me...

I still can wait for him ...a month...

Only a month...not a big trouble for me..

Last time is 3 months, I already can do it !!

MISS YOU !  I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!! 

Curly Hair

My new hair style- Curly hair

My first time~ Very surprise to look at my hair style..

bcoz I worried that it not suit me....make me look OLD...

and blah blah blah...somemore HE called me aunty =.="

LOL~

Ya, before that,

I know I already ignored my blog for more than 20days..

Actually I want to express many things and what were happening within this 20 days

Is a lot for me to say....really... 

Happy, Sad, Bad, Angry and Annoying Mood.....

I can see and feel that who really make me happy and care about me...

Anyway, THANKS~ and also for who make me upset..

Let me to grow up and dun ever do wrong again and again... 

One things that I learnt is I must be a independent girl...

Cannot always rely on other people....this is my weakness...

Because I will easily feel unsafety and  lonely when no one is caring me...

So Be Strong~!

I can do it ! 

Kambateh!! =)

“称赞”

大家对“称赞”有什么看法呢？
我 不懂我的看法是对不......

“称赞”

我们都认为
它是褒义的

怎么说好呢？

它可以让人开心和感到更有自信....

它会让人觉得这样对自己的人很谦虚,
是个容易沟通的朋友...

它让人累积口德.....

它让人更期待它....

不过.....

它会让人有种特别的想法，
更胡思乱想的....

“ 比如说他说我很美.....
自己就在想我真的变美了吗？”

“他这么说，是不是真心话呢？”

“还是他对自己有另外一个意思呢？”

还有种种的思考.......

反而，
就这样不知不觉
有时会变成贬义了...

这又是另外一个讲法了.....

它可以使一个人变成自大傲慢，
觉 得自己已做到很好了....
然而就因为这样变得不上进 心......
觉得自己不需再更加努力奋斗了....

它让人有时候会觉得很虚假......

它不仅会伤害他人
“就好像当有人在你面前称赞其他人，
而 没称赞自己，
你就会开始嫉妒还是觉得心里受创伤”

它就这样便成心灵上的杀手......

当一个人被称赞习惯了，
就会害怕被讽刺，
避开别人说自己的不好....
说 真的被人说自己的
缺点还是不好的一点时，
会觉得好伤心哦......

但我们不要为这些而感到不是滋味
因为大学毕业后，
还有更多不好听的话
要外面的世界说给我们听....
所以要好好锻炼自己.....
要坚持.....
 

还有，

有时候自己的缺点不一定是不好的，
缺点 也可以是 优点。

Everyone Is Moody

First Day of my Sembreak..

I already feel very boring at home...

ya...actually gt many program..

but still cannot always go out...

Need to Accompany My Family..hehe...

well,

Hang out with 

Sin, Mao, Bei and Rong....

BBF since high school....
^^

We Chit-Chatting at

Qing Liang TeaHouse

at

Taman Sejati, 

Sungai Petani, Kedah.

The place very comfortable....

make you relax...

the environment quite good..

Gt vegetarian Food as your choices..

the food just normal only..

but the I quite its dessert..

may b I love dessert~

Our Lunch..

~Zha Jiang Mee~

iRate: 5 1/2 stars

iComment: normal...still can eat...

~Red Tea Chicken Soup MeeSua~

iRate: 5 1/2 stars

iComment: If gt strong red tea taste..I might like it

~Leaf Rice~

iRate: 3 stars

iComment: tasteless...

~Fried Duck~

(vegetarian)

~Loh Mai Gai~

iRate: 6 stars

iComment: Not bad

~Green Tea Taofufa~

iRate: 8 stars

iComment: I like Greentea..smooth Taofufa 

and Green tea as our drinks...

~ah Mao so serious when 

prepare Green Tea for us~

Traditional guy...haha..

Rong.....Cute Girl~

Yesterday...we are so moody.

don't know why..

may be feel not comfortable

when other best friends not around..

whatever wish all my friends 

ALL THE BEST!

since they leave us to other place 

for further studies...

and

I just feel that I need someone comfort and caring....

I think I Miss Him so much......

Miss You Always~

Then...

we want to express our feeling

YA! is SINGING.....

Good Feeling!!

Yeah~~~~

Yeah~~~

Yeah~~

Yeah~

Yeah

~Ending~

Break

Finis 5th Paper...

Leave From Kampar to KL

with Housemates.....

by KTM...

Shopping tmr...

Sing K...

Movie....

Buffet......

wahahhaa..very excited..

Actually I still have one more paper to go..

Last paper....on this Saturday...

After that, I am FREE...

Good Luck to Me..

And Also My Friends 

who are still in the Exam ~

^^

A.G.A.I.N

Very suffering for this semester.....

really can make us crazy and mad and moody....

but still can control my emotion sometimes.....

still know how to reduce stress....

However

did not so well for some subjects...

and we had taken long time to finis the assignments and projects...

after that...continue busy with our final exam....

again started 1st paper earliest.....

and finish last paper at last day of our exam time...sien..

Again...Japanese exam today...

quite difficult...totally the standard of the question paper

increased a lot compared to last semester....

definitely!

 I did not know what had I answered..>.<

May b is my problem...

nt expert in learning language......sigh....=(

你到达那一站了？

看完了一套很感人的爱情连续剧

下一站，幸福

有你的每一站都是幸福的............

iRate: 9 1/2 stars

iComment: 有时觉得不是很真实.....

不过他们所说的每一句都有很大的含义..

 

爱情的变化不是我们能控制的..

不知不觉..也许会被周围的事情影响......而分离....

有人说爱情是掌控在自己的手中...

一半是，一半不是 .....

但你被逼要分开，最终还是要分开

有时候你想挽回那段感情...

那时候，你有可能被误会而被恨一辈子

该怎么好呢？

现在

只要我们珍惜和另一半

每一分每一秒过的日子

即使你们距离多遥远都好...

你还是会永远想着对方

永远地爱着他......

你还是可以为对方做很多有意义的事情..

就是

开开心心的过日子...

这是他想要的....

每天笑一笑，

他也会感到很感动的.....

伤心时，向他说心事.....

哭的时候没他的拥抱...

也是一种爱情的考验.....

跟他分享你的心情......

他会认为你在乎他....

你需要他........

这些爱情考验

你做到了吗？

我们要相信幸福

是每一个人都可以拥有的....

只是要看自己如何去处理

自己的感情..

祝所有人

幸福快乐!

我败给了它！！！

今天第二张考试大战

不是很好！！

我写不完我的答案！！

当考试时间已结束了

 我还是拼命写了几行

不过还是不完整！！！

我没完成超过一半！！！

我只完成五分之二！！！　

监考官收完那些考卷后，

我的眼泪偷偷地掉下来了

我不要其他人看到，

深呼吸，把我的眼泪擦掉．．

 不过真的真的让我很难过啊！！

唉！！

不懂我的成绩会是怎样的．．

算了．．我已败给了它．．．．

也许没了你会更好呢

我很不开心！！！！！

因为我不见了我的依靠....

我不见了它....

也许没有它，

我会变得更不一样呢.....

也许我可以找个新代替品呢...

也许新的会更适合自己...

也许那只是挡祸的呢.....

算了吧..

旧的不去，新的不来.....

但现在是.....
新的去了，久的来了....
>.<
做人开心就好.......

我不舍得

谁会舍得心爱的人离开

也许有人会，但我不！

谁不会感到难受呢？

也许有人真的不会，但我会！

之前，

从你口中说出来，

你和我的距离有可能会很远，

那时我真的真的承受不了，

就一直哭一直哭不停．．．真是的．．．

说真的我不想让你看到我哭得样子，

但我又想有你陪伴着我，

我做人还真矛盾啊．．

当你在我身边时，

我会感到好有幸福的感觉，

好温暖，无忧无虑的．．

我已开始怀念那种感觉了。

有时候你对我

有点严，不让我做一些我想做的事情．．

有时候我觉得会有点压力，

可是我就是不想让你失望，

所以我尽力去改变，

没有你在我身边的日子，

我会变成一个很棒的女生，

你改变了我许多许多。

让我学会如何放松自己，

不要给自己太大的压力。

让我学会做人要乐观，

所以我懂得去处理每一件事情。

还有很多很多．．．．

我一直都很爱很爱你！！！

希望时间过得快一些．．

我们就可以见面了．．．．．

Ｉ　ＭＩＳＳ　ＹＯＵ～

　

Amazing Race In Uni

Everyone know that 

Uni students are sure always 

accompanied by

many assignments...

can make us..easily get insomia..

lack of sleep..

depress....

we get tired until cannot sleep comfortable..

..........

during the time doing our assignments..

like in a game..

Amazing Race..haha..

how "excited" we are...

especially for EMC report..

many of us...gather in a house..

and rush for it...until whole midnight..

if our productivity already reached a limit..

and everything slow down..

so we must take a rest...let our mind relax..

SLEEP..(i learn it from him)

its true..at least sleep for 30 mins..

after wake up...we can increase our productivity..

hehe....

rush until next morning...afternoon...is time to submit...

before 5pm...we must submit to HER..

RUSH...RUSH...RUSH...

compile..print...and many many process...

finally we done it...SO SO GREAT...

That time AV students can relax for a while..

after tat ..another assignment still on...lol..

rush it for overnight again....again n again....

after 2 days...Rush for Japanese Assignment..

did not sleep for whole night..then attended class at 9am...

.......really can get mad with those assignment...ARGH!!!!!!!!!!

WHAT THE HELL!!!

Starting from next sem...

I must make sure i do a good schedule..

and I must follow it...i hope so..hehe...

dun wan to sleep late or do not have enough sleep..

I dun wan to hurt my body..

I wan a healthy body..and life...

wish My family, lover n friends...

take care always..^^

生气又恐怖的一天

Last night..

we went for dinner...

at P forest, westlake, Kampar.

after we order, 

sure waiting for the food...

we all very very hungry d..

going to get gastric..

fine..

we b patient and wait..

my other housemates's food came..

until they finish the food.

3 of us ...still cant eat...

we cant wait for that..

coz wait for the food more than an hour...

jus leave the place..

and pay bill..

the boss said already cooking..

orange look very very angry...

and rejected her...

after that, 

we moved to another restaurant

but since very hungry ..

after eat..

i get gastric..

my housemate too..

around 11pm..

my housemate asked me fetch her to c doctor..
all clinic in oldtown closed.

then we tried to go the HOSPITAL KAMPAR

on the way drive there

it was very scary...

coz the road very slanted like genting road.

n roadside very dark..

since my driving skills not very pro..

but still i challenged myself...

first time for me..

next time i think can go to ipoh parade car park..haha.. 

up there one.haha..

then  at the hospital..gt a guy look at me for few minutes..

my housemates faced a afraid situation too.

she entered to c doctor...

there are 3 malay guy doctors.with only she.
lol..so dangerous..

i not dare to go there before..

n no anymore...

a bit amazing for me..hehe...

好多事情发生

可以说我已经好久没

在我的blog些东西了..

大概有三个星期了.....

在这三个礼拜发生了不少事情.....

开心的也有，伤心的也有..

把我快变疯狂的也有...

还有很多很多....

先说开心的事....

收到一份意外的礼物．．

是他送我的２周年礼物．．．

早一些送我了．．．

因为某些事情．．．

（我会等你的！！因为我很爱你！！）

那份礼物是一条手链．．．．

看起来很简单又美．．

每天都穿着它．．．

每天都想念他．．．．

．．．．．．．

．．．．

．．

．．

还有就是能够去看电影，吃好吃的

我最特别开心了...嘻嘻

和他还有Housemates 去怡保..

好想念ＭＡＣＤＯＮＧＤＯＮＧ．．

ＭｃＤｅｌｕｘｅ．．．Ｆｒｅｎｃｈ　Ｆｒｉｅｄ．．．

太棒了！

．．．．

．．．．．．

ｉＲａｔｅ：　６　ｓｔａｒｓ

ｉＣｏｍｍｅｎｔ：　故事还不错，

我们只知道他们杀人特别恐怖．．．

而我和ｈｏｕｓｅｍａｔｅｓ一直在笑．．哈哈

．．．．．．．．

．．．．．．

．．．．

．．

．．

．．

．

UTAR MODEL SEARCH　比赛．．．

当天我去当ｈｅｌｐｅｒ．．我是负责后台的．．．

蛮好玩的．．．

有很多帅哥和美女．．哈哈

我们班的同学．．．Ｊａｙ

进入五强．．．恭禧恭禧．．

我们班一起去支持和投票．．

好过瘾哦．．．

Ｃｏｏｌ吧？

不过伤心的就是他没得冠军．．．

没关系．．．我们支持你！！

．．．．．．．

．．．．．

唱Ｋ

．．．．

和ＡＶ２好朋友在家

开小派对．．

一边讨论功课．．

蛮好玩的．．．嘻嘻

．．．

．．．

．．．

．．．

．．．．

．．．

．．

．

伤心事我真的不想再提了

已经让我不停地想．．

让我睡不好．．．

让我掉了一星期的眼泪．．．

我只希望不好的东西可以改变

变好的～

．．．．．

．．．

．．

．．

．．
我的车有点小生病．
修理不少钱．．．
也不会很多．．
希望不要有多多问题了．．

．．

．．

．
更糟糕的事
我的车不小心ｃｒａｓｈ到别人的车
．．

．．

．

累的事呢？不用说．．

那就是ＡＳＳＩＧＮＭＥＮＴ！！

不停地准备那个．．．这个．．．

快疯了．．．

就像今天Ｆｌａｓｈ考试．．

没希望了．．．＞．＜

这些都让我失去了不少空闲时间．．．

没关系！！！

这个ＴＲＩＭＥＳＴＥＲ很快就要过去了！！

加油吧！！！

Different from day to day

HI...Wish you all Happy CHiNise New Year!!

SO late js update...

I really have a lot of things

which I wan to story about...hehe..

it's all about my few days before and after CNY.

hehe...

I need much time to write next post..

but I still hv assignment and presentation as my homework 

during this fun holiday..

I almost forget that..

but cant..now start to struggle for that.

Just GAMBATEH!!

it might finish on time....

and get big stress for a whole sem...

whatever..

i wish all the best for me..

and also for you all...everyone..

A LONG & TOUGH JOURNEY is letting ME TO BE STRONG ~

Buffet & Shopping

Last week business... lol..

now just post it..

coz still busy with my homework..

1st Feb 2010...last Sunday..

mean after the day of gathering...

and my dad asked me something

which can make me wake up earlier..

"Do you want to have buffet at Prince Hotel"

then.....asked again..."after that..we go to shopping at Pavilion"

wow..this two sentences already made me very excited...haha

I want to eat..hehe..

after settle my things..

then depart to Prince Hotel..

Breakfast Buffet cost me RM 50 ++

quite satisfied...

bcoz of the variety of food...

I was so enjoying the yummy food..

hehe......I will upload the photos next time...

mummm..mummm..mummmm...

......

.........

.....

....

...

Shopping lo~~

PAVILION

just opposite the Prince Hotel..

bought new clothes...and jacket...

and formal wear....and big suit...

and many things....

something secret...hehe...

shop about 3 hours..

really not enough for me..lol...

bcoz I need to go back to Kampar

by Jun yew's car

Need to say GoodBye KL...

next post :: KL Study Trip

A whole week

I leave my blog alone for  more than a week.
so so long....what to do..
busy with my stuffs...assignments and
i became a helper for
the Photo Exhibition- "Footprints"...
and also did some decorations for
the Talent Time Event...
is coming next Saturday...
in Kampar's UTAR

Although I already start to get
"pek cek" on my assignment..
but still very enjoy for being a helper..
It was very great experience for me..
I knew more about
how the running and processing of both events
while..I have new friends !! hehe
So happy to know them...
hehe..

Once..I still ok  with
our decoration on the announcement board..
(Talent Time Event)
but need to do better la..hehe..

In the other hand...
after the Photo Exhibition..
I 'm really FALLING IN LOVE
to Photography society..haha
I will  join the society this coming Monday..
since I missed the recruitment last time..
and I'm keep calling my friends to join together..haha
can learn photography together...
yeepiiiiii~~

Ya..talk about the photography...
and think my DSLR..
unfortunately..
my DSLR lens' filter...had broken..
so sad...haiz...
luckily not the lens inside..

Will Update more post...
the day I in KL
with my buddies ~hehe

Tri 2 ExamResult!!!

HAHAHAHAHHA~~~

My Trimester 2 exam result OUT!!!

Different  feeling from last time..

Since my last time i gt so bad result..

I very disappointed during that time..

This time

I very excited and happy...

really~~

get quite good result..

and increased my CGPA...

YOOHOO~~~~

I told my dad..

he said wanna celebrate..lol..

but I just want to SHOP!!!keke..

Ya..I at KL now..

just got chance to update my blog..

cant on9 for a week in sp...

sienz~

Luckily still have some programs..hehe..

Last 2 days..

I went to photography lessons with Chenelle..

we are getting to learn more after that..

must practice and practice....

gain more experience..

I WANT TO BE PRO~

hope so..hehe..

Gambateh!!!

After tomorrow...

I might update my blog ...

with my days for last holiday week~

and the basic skill of the photography ..

therefore..

can make me to remember easily...

GOOD NIGHT~

but the night is still young..

haha...